I’m In My Head Too Much

i’m in my head too much

i’m sick of feeling stuck

i meditate

i sit and wait

but i keep giving up

i’m feeling really low

it’s obvious — it shows

i’m crying in my bed alone

and no one even knows

i’m in my head — it’s rough

locked up in mental cuffs

i sabotage myself

pretending i don’t give a fuck

assumptions eat my mind

they do this all the time

devour every single thought

that tries to fucking thrive