Numb

it feels like you forgot

telling me you’d change

now all that i’ve got

is misery and shame

publishing your love

on napkins from jail

i thought i was enough

but you only left me frail

and these last six years

destroyed my whole being

all of these new fears

have really been misleading

convincing myself

that i’m worthless and i’m dumb

but the only real truth

is i’m completely numb